Coping With Social Anxiety Disorder Under the Camera's Eye

Every life lost is a sad loss. If we know the person, themisinterpreted for another’s profit, is it any surprise
death can be a load that some cannot carry withoutthat you reach for Xanax? I think not.
the help of something like Xanax. Then comes HeathIn fact, the whole movie industry is probably built on
Ledger — a man who lived his life in the public eye. ItXanax. Feeling nervous or anxious before you set foot
was like we all knew him — so alive one minute; sooutside your front door knowing you’ll be stalked
uncompromisingly dead the next. A few days after hisby photographers wherever you go? Take a Xanax.
discovery on the 22nd January 2008, the MedicalThat’s not agoraphobia threatening to keep you
Examiner’s Report was published. Heath washiding away, is it? Take another Xanax. The next
relying on Xanax to keep him going. Let’s not judgemagazine you open has pictures of you getting
him. Who is to say where the dividing line between(un)dressed in your bedroom. They were taken with a
genius and madness lies, nor how anyone stays on thetelephoto lens from the building opposite. That’s not
right side of that line without help.the first sign of a panic attack is it? Draw the curtains
Here was a man at the centre of a perfect storm ofand take another Xanax just to keep on living.
expectations. The movie studios pitch their latestBut you need the relationship between public and
offerings to you on the backs of the stars who frontprivate to stay blurred. To carry the films, your name
them. Just think how much money rides on each starhas to be on everyone’s lips. You have to be the
name. It used to be that a movie would only cost aeye candy for the media voyeurism. Drop from those
few million. Now the production costs can pass $100mcelebrity magazines and gossip columns, and
without pausing for breath. How does a young man inyou’re no longer the bankable star. Where can you
his twenties cope with that pressure? In 2000, he andbuy Xanax without someone taking a picture of you?
Mel Gibson carried The Patriot at just $110m. Then heBuy Xanax online. But Heath lost control, mixed his
was headlining and on the run from the pack ofmedications, took too much, and paid the price. Let that
celebrity magazines, gossip mongers and theirbe a warning to you all. Stay alive by keeping control
paparazzi photographers who shred your privacy andof your intake of Xanax and any other medications.
compete with each other to catch you in your mostThe one consolation in all this is that, even though
unguarded moments.Xanax was not able to keep poor Heath going, we still
The medical profession define social anxiety disorderhave the next Batman film to look forward to. By all
as extreme anxiety about facing the judgement ofaccounts, Heath’s performance as the Joker in the
others or behaving in a way that might cause youDark Knight is well worth the price of entry. Although
embarrassment or ridicule. How would you react if,there’s perhaps something inherently ironic about
everywhere you look or turn, you find a camera’sXanaxman playing the Joker. Here’s a character
intrusive lens hoping to catch you in a moment that willso completely over-the-top, so excessive in his nature
sell a million magazines? Even the ordinary becomeswith all that malicious glee bubbling over into destructive
the potentially extraordinary depending on how theenergy. Did Heath have to take Xanax to act the part
camera captures it (and how some software packageof someone who so obviously doesn’t take
can manipulate it to make it more exploitable). WhenXanax?
you know that anything you do or say can and will be